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Holdin On | Tappin Out

by Karl Bertrand

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1.
Somehow my baby she’s feeling all wrong And she’s telling her lover to move along Leave her down in the dumps Where everyday’s a struggle for joy I tell her My dear I’ll do as you say But I promise to love you from miles away You need a bit of space Remember these words as I leave you Love is a verb You just gotta do it Do it and do it And let it happen to you Well I’m not without my moments of black Where I’m feeling my spirit under attack But as I grow older I’m finding more tricks up my sleeve to cope with Our love is wild and bright And nobody loving does everything right Still we give it a go Girl ya gotta let go too and remember Love is a verb You just gotta do it Do it and do it And let it happen to you And you’ll find yourself in loving You will find yourself in loving again... Be in love... Love is a verb you just gotta do it do it and do it and let it happen to you
2.
Rock Star 06:08
I only walked when I should have ran Try to feel okay doing all I can Now I don’t want to leave the love of you But I’ve got things to do There’s a world out there that I long to know And a soul in here with room to grow Now I don’t wanna leave the love of you But I’ve got things to do And darling so do you Baby you’re a rock star Baby you’re a dream Baby you’re a rock star Don’t stop dreaming Don't stop dreaming...
3.
Well I’ve been off away from you dear, life got hard, head got clear I don’t drink wine but I still drink beer from time to time Baby don’t give up on me, don’t give up on me I’ve got my head in love with you but the state of affairs has got me too A civil war potently brews in idle minds with no complacency Baby don’t give up on me I struggle these days to consume news like a never has it ever ended Unhealing bruise making love to my ego singing do do do do do do dee Baby don’t give up on me And I’m sorry if it hurts as I drag you along saying it ain’t me babe no The world is wrong, take my love for you put it all in a song instead of Showing you directly, cause there the world can see Baby don’t give up on me You’re my greatest joy I remember what it was to be a boy when I’m around you You’re my greatest joy Called nine one one yesterday, they said help was on it’s way I drove by all sunny day but looking back it ain’t that clear to me Don’t give up on me There’s been dishes sitting in the sink for days I put them there to keep Them out the way but everytime I walk by and I see them dishes Sitting in the sink, all I think is they been in the way the whole time I’m still figuring things out bout myself, write me all down Stick me on a shelf, forget about me until I’m in hell Then I pick me back up and I read and I remember who I am Baby don’t give up on me Our society’s painting pretty portraits girl of picture perfect people In a perfect picture world but inside my big old bumbly blue brain It’s all blurry, see I could never tell a person from a portait dear Oh baby don’t give up on me You’re my greatest joy I remember what it was to be a boy when I’m around you You’re my greatest joy And I know we may not always talk Sometimes you’re telling me to walk I swing at pitches you throw a balk Through it all I think I see Baby don’t give up on me I’ll be missing you all good and hard Hoop on your waist dog in the yard But I’ll leave you be right where you are Cause that’s what you asked me to do And I won’t give up on you You’re my greatest joy I remember what it was to be a boy when I’m around you You’re my greatest joy
4.
Smilin' 08:59
I brush my teeth like you brush your teeth You brush your teeth smiling it’s the cutest thing I’m trying hard to leave you be I’m trying hard to live with me On my own It’s just me I’m all afraid most the time It’s partly yours but it’s mostly mine I wish you’d come around but I ain’t begging dear I’m kidding myself I know you’re not coming ‘round here It’s just me I do everything that I can to be Good for you and good for me And I think of you and all you teach And I smile as I brush my teeth Smilin
5.
Rising in the morning sun My first thoughts are of you Seems to me you’re running from You’d say you’re rambling to But you’re never there Hardly ever there Mostly never there You’re never there The closest that I came my love Was everyday with you All the world we dreamed above The one we paddled through I did all I could to help you see One, two, three Breath Breath... Breath with me The anxious lover haunts my soul Always moving back through me I do all I can to help my loves But can never bring them back through me Rising in the morning sun I turn to find your face Always here inside of me But never in your place
6.
Well I may not love you darling With my hands and my whole heart How I was cobbled up inside of you Is only how our story starts The pecan pies and your loving eyes Well I don’t see them anymore You’re out the door To the land of before I was ready giving sweetheart Most my life and all my sons And all my precious darling daughters Well they’d look just like their mum But you found yourself a baby boy And i’m not dreaming anymore You’re out the door To the land of before Woman I’m always going to love you You’ll always see it in my eyes And I’ll watch you in your lover’s arms And I’ll let go of the prize Cause you’re glowing with your baby boy And where you’re free I’m never sore I’m out the door To the land of before
7.
Tappin Out 09:30
Soup’s too hot, bread’s too cold My mind want’s to fold, my mind wants to fold I’m tapping out Gonna tag myself in, in a couple of days With a big wide shit loving smile on my face It will be good to see you there Don’t all the toughest men sleep, and the thinnest ones eat Well I’m a hard working man who sits down on my ass and I rest awhile Gotta enjoy it all sometime However that be or else I’ll find my cell In the eternal sleep of need to fix everything No not me, I’m tappin out Ain’t it funny how peace is always behind The muck and the mud and the way out of line When you’re out there, well you’re out there And it sure can feel good being all by yourself But for me that line starts to seem less like hell And I beg, I scream, sometimes I only beat around the bush And I’m always right back wherever I stood In that same situation now my mind thinks that’s good Well when you done that once, twice, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine times you may find yourself saying like me I’m tappin out So when your mind wants to fold what’s there to do But to tap out from inside of it and forget about you
8.
Mind Escape 09:59
(instrumental)
9.
Let It Burn 06:25
The spirit in me knows there’s work to do But the lover inside wants to hold her through Every sunset moment where we’re all apart With other flames inside our hearts You won’t see me fighting with the fires that mold The forms she takes into her soul Cause I’ve got this fire of my own to tend That burns without an end If there’s a fire in you let it burn on through If there’s a fire in you let it burn on through If you have a fire in you let it burn on through If there’s a fire in you let it burn Let it burn, let it burn, let it burn, let it burn.... It won’t do ya no good to question the flame And it’ll only burn ya if you invite the pain When you try to hide it or go to snuff it out It’s always a trick candle so watch out Do what you gotta do Be who you’re gonna be And love where you need to love To be free
10.
Tightrope 04:30
On a tightrope walking myself Down the line where the line takes me Absently telling myself it’s the only way to go I see a goddess on the riverbank watching Waiting for me to fall down slip in Could she save me Could we both tango upon each others door? Steady, I go Down the line All i find is more line to walk on Walk me down You may find Me, pausing for you But my line will always make me walk on And I will walk on In the depths of how everything should be My wizard cauldron never not brewing I dissappear with my ego beside me Forget I know the way Feeling lost on the line that I’m walking Turned around Am I finished behind me? Ghost notes in the song that she’s singing Direct me to the way To the place where she is calling for me And to the me who hears her name Oh a heavens out there waiting for me For sticking to the way And for walking on

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This album was recorded in two weeks during the summer of 2021. It was the first recorded in my lil studio space in Glens Falls, NY. Although the tunes had been written prior to this time, situations in my life had risen to a boil. Recording these songs was a part of the tappin out process for me. I made the record front to back. Hope you enjoy :)

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released April 28, 2023

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Karl Bertrand Aspen, Colorado

Karl Bertrand is a songwriter, guitarist, producer, and ski instructor currently living in Aspen, CO. He loves gigging around the taverns and hotels of the communities he lives in and believes in laughing loudly. His latest work, Soaring On Snow, shares his affinity for wintery mountain living in a buttery and playful sonic space. Thanks for listening and please enjoy :) ... more

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